So I have NO idea why but I am absolutely FASCINATED with the thought of ruined orgasms lately! I'll tell you why.
About 2 months ago, after not having cum for quite some time, I was asleep and I'm not sure what type of dream I was having but I actually woke myself up by cumming! But wait, I DIDN'T let myself! In my half-asleep state, I panicked at the thought of having an "unauthorized" orgasm and immediately spread my legs out so I had zero stimulation. I continued to have the orgasm but it kind of faded away, and I remember in my haze that it felt really good but wasn't quite finished since I took away all stimulation.
I drifted right back to sleep and in the morning felt disappointed and ashamed that I'd blown it and cum without permission. I kept expecting to feel very unhorny and uninterested in sex but instead I had this feel of...unfinished-ness. I felt so hot over every tiny little thing and everything was so intensified as if I had been edged but not orgasmed. I can barely remember cumming in my sleep, I just know it happened and that it was ruined. Now I've been absolutely obsessed, looking for EVERY experience on ruined I can find, any videos about FEMALE ones. There are tons for males but virtually zero for women!
Please tell me if any of you girls (or guys!) out there practice doing ruined ones and how it works out for you?! Does it make you feel MORE on edge? Or does it just start you back at zero as if you'd had a full one? I'll post this on my other blog too, in hopes to get some answers!! Pretty please!? :)
I remember accidentally ruining one of my wife's orgasm.
ReplyDeleteI was massaging her lips and clit with a vibrating wired egg and playing with her breasts and nipples with my off-hand.
When she was close to cum, I pinched harder her nipples, thinking it would help with sensations.
She screamed a little on the spot and she sobbed thereafter. It really hit her emotionally at a point I couldn't imagine. She told me she didn't have a normal orgasm. We didn't talked about it afterwhile, and it's been a few years.